So good. 其实结尾没有很happy ending吧倒是很有警示感也很绝望绝望在知识也仍未以超过对抗的方式带来自由:知识不能带来历史的救赎还有contemplation和肉体关系的讽刺感原始与驯化无法解决的矛盾自保与进攻本是一回事(非常俄乌)但在所有这些condition之上确实仍然有种暗黑地信仰知识和保持希望的感觉
想起一句话“He who does not understand your silence will probably not understand your words.” 电影中姐妹一起秘密教学90话以后不再压抑听bach还有和语言不通的老管家的交流胜过很多苍白的对话 There's no need to discuss loneliness. It's a waste of time. Do you know what my condition is called? Euphoria.